The last three or four weeks, have been especially difficult for me. With everything that has happened, J have really learned to put my trust and faith in the lord. I have really come to learn that if I rely on my family and my father in heaven, everything will work out for the better. Late last night, I started to watch the movie, Gods Army. I had forgotten how wonderful and spiritual that movie is, I haven't felt the spirit that strong in a long time. When I finished it this morning, while I was getting ready for school, I couldn't crying, and the spirit was so strong. This movie has really caused me to remember the my "real" father will always be there for me and will never abandon me in my times of troubles and hardships.
During the last several weeks, some really neat things have happened, but the thing that has helped the most, was that my 12 year old nephew, Britian, and I have been texting back and forth. He always seems to know exactly when I need someone to talk to. He has really been blessed with the ability to know when his aunt needs him. He is such a sweet boy, and I don't know how I could have made it through all of this without him, he has helped me such much just by talking to me and asking me how I was doing. Britian, if you read this I want you to know, how special you are, and how much I love and appreciate you and all you do.